I’m miserable

So for 2 years me and my bf have been trying to have a baby and after 2 years he tells me “you only want to have a baby bc everyone else does or am I dumb” my heart cried. I’m so sad of how he thinks of me. He always supported me and now it’s like I’m alone. I want a baby with the one I love I want someone to give my love not just bc they’re cute. I have 12 nephews I know how babies are I have a maternal extinct I just want that life.. but I obviously don’t know what I want in this relationship now...