Peeing on sticks like its my job... (Long rant... Sorry)

Does anyone else buy pregnancy tests nearly every time you go to the store? I am so impatient with waiting to see if AF is going to be late. So about a week before she is supposed to show I test. And then when it's negative I tell myself... It's ok it's super early anyways. Then you read of someone getting a BFP 7 days before AF is supposed to show.... But I tell myself to wait a few more days and then test again, but another BFN.

And i feel like a hypochondriac somehow because i read about different women's symptoms and think, I also have had sinus congestion this month, maybe I'm pregnant... Or maybe I'm just sick. Or i've been feeling exhausted a lot lately, maybe I'm pregnancy... Or maybe I'm just sick and have to work too much.

And then I start talking to someone about the struggle of TTC and they say, 1.)it'll happen when you stop trying/thinking about it, or 2.) just do it all the time.... well 1.) It's impossible to not think about when you get a reminder every month that you are once again not pregnant and 2.) There's only some many days in a month where it matters and guess what my spouse in the in military we don't always get to be together when it's the perfect time.

Sorry... Only other people who struggle TTC understand...