Praying

My husband and I have been trying for nearly 2 years now. I’ve been to see a doctor and so has my husband. We are healthy. I’ve been on here recently more than I have other social media. I see everyone on here with their positives. And my roommate is pregnant, my cousin just let me know she’s pregnant with her 3rd. I was so stressed out that I just started crying and dropped to my knees and started praying to God. Asking him to give me a positive this month. My husband and I want our own family so bad that it hurts. He has a baby from a previous relationship and I can’t say that I’m not jealous because I am.