Givi ng up TTC

So 9 months ago I began my TTC journey. The month after I had a chemical. Then another in a row. Couple months passed and Another chemical (but that time I kept seeing things in double so I'm Sure it was twins) and now just today another chemical after one 2 months ago. I know because I wear my Gear Fit2 and I see everytime a baby sticks and exactly when I seem to lose them. So I'm Done. Giving up completely. Putting my watch away. I can't take knowing about anymore chemicals cms. Good luck ladies!