I woke up. Looked myself in the mirror and I decided to stay home from class today because I don’t feel like I look good enough. My face looks swollen and my skin has broken out in a few places. I went to do my makeup this morning and I couldn’t get myself to do it.

I don’t know why I am feeling this way. Usually I am never this vain or even care about how I look but recently it’s all I can think about.