So i assume every man does not want kids. Its just something i see all the time. I just cant imagine anyone actually wanting to create life and raise a child with me. Sometimes i dont feel like ill ever get to be a mom. Its scary because you never know what will happen.

But a little back story. My lover and i have been together for 4 years. I have a very small family, mostly elderly people and hardly any young ones. His family on the other hand has lots have children and hes got 3 neices he loves to death. Were inlove and weve never gave up on each other no matter how hard things have gotten. I feel like our relationship is better than ever right now.

His two best friends both have babies, and when he hangs out with them he sends me pictures of the babys. He shows me cute kid videos and pictures he sees on facebook. (Hes never been like this) he told me a long time ago if he wanted kids he'd never admit it. Last year i told him i wanted a baby i even got emotional about it, he got so happy he acted like he couldnt believe i wanted a baby with him. But it was a bad time i was on birth control, i was physically hurt by a man a couple months before so we were dealing with the emotional tole from that. Because of everything we didnt take any actions toward it.

Fast forward 10 months later. Its time for my iud to come out i just got it taken out this week. And hes been extra sweet and funny and i feel like hes just giving me hints because he told me hes not gonna say it first, and hes pretty stubborn in some ways, expressing his sensitive side is one of them.

I know he would be such an amazing dad. Hes so smart and responsible, hes everything im not but everything i love as well. I do know he misses his neices so much (we used to love with them we moved an hour away though) so maybe thats what im picking up on.

Its scary though thinking about a kid. You have to consider everything..

I know yall will say just ask him. But i know he'll deny it out of pride.

Do yall think he has baby fever? Do guys get baby fever? How did yall have your conversations about procreation? Lol

I feel like everyone i know just got pregnant on accident or they just didnt care if it happened or not.