Tomorrow is my daughters 2nd Birthday. We had her party today. I can envision exactly where I was when I was in the hospital two years ago today (begging for a csection after 5 days of induction). I just had a complete meltdown over this second pregnancy. My poor daughter is going to have her whole world crushed. She’s going to have to share me. We aren’t going to be the only two things that matter in the world. I’m so thrilled to be pregnant but god I don’t want to lose what I have with my first. She’s legit my best friend and I love having time with just her. I just feel so guilty for taking her whole way of life out from under her. 😭😭😭😭