Suicidal feelings on my period?

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I haven’t been diagnosed or anything but I am 100% sure I have really bad anxiety and I sometimes think I have depression but I’m not too sure about that. But on my period I honestly feel awful I cry constantly and I feel so depressed and I always get suicidal thoughts. I sometimes feel suicidal even when I’m not on my period but when I am on my period it’s soooo much worse. Is this normal??