Feelings

I feel like I do everything with the kids and it's beginning to wear me out, I suffer with depression and anxiety, and gone from no children to a two month old and a nine year old. I feel like I don't get no help at all and all I want to do is cry it feels like Im having a breakdown, the only thing that is keeping me going is my two month old, but feel like I need a break away from things does that sound bad?