Holy baby fever!!!

I just got my second period since my baby girl was born October of last year. (I breastfeed her) This period has me all sorts out of whack. I'm feeling so emotional and feeling like I want to have another baby. We have a 2yr old girl and 11month old girl. Everyone around is having a baby boy and I envy it so much. Any baby is a blessing really no matter the gender. We want a boy so bad! But with buying a house a month ago the timing just isn't right. My baby fever is so bad though I literally cry over. I guess I just needed to rant. I guess for now I will just focus on the 40lbs I want to lose and wait until things in life have calmed down.