What would you think/do?

My doctor isn't going to give me the fertility meds I need to ovulate and have a period now... she told me after I had a physical exam about a month ago that we could start trying again. Well I went in for more blood work again and asked her if she could put in for my medication so my husband and I can get back to trying now and she said that she wants us to try now for 3 or 4 months on our own before she will refill my meds (something about she wants to see if my hormones regulated now that I had gotten pregnant). I can skip my period for up to 4 months and when I get it it'll be off and on spotting and nothing more. She informed me too it's very likely I will need a hysterectomy like the rest of my family around 30 years old... I have no kids and am almost 25. I'm so frustrated that she's no longer helping us right now when we are on this time crunch. I'm not sure what to do.