So fed up

Our doctor is supposed to induce next week due to icp.

I was totally happy when he told us because for 3 month my pelvis has caused SO much pain I can barely walk to the car now.

He was supposed to check me today and didn't, but said he would next week.

However he is now saying if my cervix isnt favorable he will wait to induce. I honestly wish he would have checked today to see if we were at least making ANY progress to know what to expect next week.

I do know it can happen over night but I just want to know if all of these excruciating pains/contractions/etc have all been for nothing.

I started to cry when he left the room. This is my third pregnancy and I have never been in so much pain in my life.

My husband has to help me walk and it's getting so old. I have such trouble doing normal things like driving. Last night I almost fell and i swear I thought my pelvis had just broken in two. Since then my back pain and pelvis pain has been unbearable. I wish there was something to put me into labor. I feel like I'm dying.