Induced this weekend 32w

Feeling super anxious to be induced this weekend. I had my first at 32 weeks as well and I am frustrated because I feel like I failed my child again and my body failed me. With my daughter I had severe severe preeclampsia Nd helpp. This time everything’s been fine, I had mild preeclampsia but headaches that have not gone away for even a minute for over two weeks and that puts you in the severe category. They basically want to induce before a seizure. I feel so much better this time and do not want this but I know they are doing what’s best for my baby.

Ready or not it’s time to meet him and I am not ready. A NICU baby and a 4 year old. 😫