I talked about it and now I’m alone

In may of 2018 my bf of 7 months came on top of me and I pushed him away and said no but he was stronger than we and he said that it was ok “he was just seeing what I liked” and I pushed him away but he was stronger than me. Afterwards he told me he didn’t know that I did not want to do it and he was sorry but that it was my fault so I shouldn’t tell anyone. Months past and I kept in inside but it didn’t stop he would still touch me and things like that all the time. I waited till the end of June to tell anyone about it I was at a church camp and I opened up to one of my friends and we prayed together and I got saved. But when we got home everything was different everyone said I was lying and I gave consent and then regretted it even my best friend would not talk to me. I went through lawyers and everything but nothing ever happened to him. Now I’m all alone and confused, and it does not help that I just started my freshman year of high school. Some one please tell me what to do.