Coping advice

Marquita • Hoping for my 🌈 👶

How do I cope with the loss of my first success. I was only 6 weeks, but it still hurts. My doctor noticed there was blood in my abdomin because I went in for cramping and spotting. Last week I bled 3 days straight and they thought it resulted in a chemical pregnancy turns out I was still pregnant and my progesterone levels weren't rising so they did more ultrasounds and noticed it looked weird 😫 They did surgery yesterday to see what was going on and had to remove the baby it implanted in my tube in the left and was causing bleeding and found 2 cyst on the right. We have been trying to be strong but we tried multiple times and this time it finally worked but ended up Ectopic 😔😭What can I do to help ease my mind?