Cant take it.

Everyone is always thinking I'm trying to pick a fight. But all it is, is my heart is broken. I really feel like nobody care what I'm thinking or feeling. They always say I'm just hormonal. But it seriously hurts. I just want someone to have my back. I always have go be the bad guy. I've been around for 20 years and I guess nobody has figured my personality out yet. Kinda sad. But no, it's my fault. I guess because I like to joke means I like to have my feelings hurt.