This motha f***a

Just a rant...I love my SO more than anything in the world but BOY can he drive me up a fuckin wall!!!! Weve been together a year but known each other for 5...hes always been the only man who can drive me crazy haha (or even affect me at all) and thats how i knew it was him...

We have a 2week old baby girl, since were ebf he doesnt really get night duty although if she wakes him up hell sometimes help with diaper changes....

Anyway its the morning and baby and i had a long night so i took a nap with her after a feed (thank god for the side laying position) and when i woke up i went out to the living room to hang out with him. He says he doesnt feel good; nausea and a headache. "Okay babe I'm sorry i hope you feel better take this medicine see if it helps." He seems like he doesnt feel good too. I ask if theres still coffee in the pot and he snaps at me "i dont fuckin know why dont you get up and get it yourself for once!" I said i was only asking if there was any left i was gonna get it myself. He says hes tired of being my food slave. That pissed me tf off bc I hardly ever ask him for something and if I do its because im breastfeeding or the baby is asleep on me. Like oh im so sorry i ask for you to hand me a banana while i basically have this tiny human attached at my nipple 24/7. So i get up and go back in the bedroom bc obviously hes being an ass and taking it out on me for no reason and needs space. We end up there all day because baby is cluster feeding, I was definitely getting stir crazy. A few hours go by and hes just in the living room ignoring us. Goes to make a delivery doesnt say i love you or goodbye like normal. Im so annoyed at that point. Then he comes back and I hear him in the kitchen, and he comes in with a full plate of hot breakfast food and kisses my forhead! HE GIVES ME WHIPLASH I SWEAR!!!!

I'm not necessarily complaining, it was sweet of him to make me breakfast....but damn why you gotta put me through it first 😂

He does this kind of shit all the time, hes just noooot great at processing emotions, he tries but yeah...im very open about whats wrong or not wrong with me or what makes me happy, and hes just not like that and i try to be patient but its hard sometimes haha. We simply have different love languages, well communicate better one day soon 😂