Just Sad

It's days like today when the house is so quiet that I wonder who you might be. Would you be the little girl who dances with daddy as I look on a tad jealous because daddy doesn't dance for anyone or the little boy who wants to be just like him and picks me flowers and I smile with joy because I know he's teaching you how to love and treat a lady the right way. The little girl who plays in my makeup and i have to remind myself your only this small for a little while or the little boy who always want to hold my hand and I'll hold it a little tighter because one day you won't want to hold my hand anymore. It's days like today I miss you even though I didn't really get to know you. My heart is sad but also happy because for a while God blessed me and your daddy with you. You would of been loved beyond words.

#augustbaby

#SNG-girl

#LGG-boy

We tried 6 years for this sweet baby and finally got it only to end in a miscarriage earlier this year. This is some little sweaters I made for both a boy and a girl. My heart is so sad these days.