I want to be happy .... story

This happen like 3 weeks ago and i was in a car accident and been depressed about it because the thought of almost of dying kills me and the way the car ended up , I thank god for this life like I’m really grateful , I have nothing , I’m okay now , I got a cut in my forehead from the windshield I hit with my head but thanks god it was a little cut and no stitches was added but the glass shaved a piece of my hair.... but all I can think of wow it happen so quick like just a blink of eye and you see everything white and start to freeze and have so many thoughts . I do have neck and back pain now but probably because my body is sore .... I wanted to post this to see if anybody has a similar reaction of almost dying and how they felt so I can feel more better to know there’s no need to be scare .... Ps.. I think I’m scare of driving now , I haven’t drive since the accident and family and friends want me to drive again but I just can’t 😢....