Month 5 and still negative

Our fifth month TTC and test is negative again.(aunt flow due Thursday, took a FRER) My SO has a sperm analysis next Wednesday. Hopefully it’s all good. I have a 7 year old from a previous relationship and had her the first try. Not sure what’s going on this time, I just turned 31. I had an ultrasound and the doctor could see that I ovulated on my right ovary. It’s almost hard for me to participate and open these apps because it’s all about “line eyes and positive hpt.” Even the fertility groups I don’t feel welcomed in because they have been trying for years and their answers are like “oh five months is nothing, I’ve been trying for years.. “😑 thank you for letting me vent. Anyone else in a similar journey that can be a buddy?