Blessed

I feel so blessed that I am pregnant I had my son when I was 16 he's now almost 9 when he was 1 I got pregnant again and my mom made me get an abortion...since then I couldn't get pregnant I tried for years.  All I wanted was another child and felt like the abortion messed my body up and I would never have another baby. November 4th 2014 my mom committed sucide and my world fell apart I got pregnant right after she passed and couldn't believe it..I lost the baby a month later...end of March me and my boyfriend were having problems so broke up and he moved out I went to get Std tested a week after he moved out and found out I was pregnant...I couldn't believe it and was so happy but scared I would lose the baby...I'm now 21 weeks 1 day along with a beautiful healthy baby girl I'm due December 12th which is 11 days after my moms birthday! I am so blessed and thankful..I feel like my mom helped send me this baby cause it's such a miracle that I'm going to get another child that I never thought I could have!