Need Advice

So short story, I have a mass on my placenta, and its taking blood from my baby. I’m at 32 weeks, and they’re doing ultrasounds 3 times a week. They’re scared she’s going to go anemic. They’re debating on doing a blood transfusion through the cord, but they’re scared if they do that, all the bloods just going to go to the mass, and they’ll have to deliver. Am I a horrible person where I just want them to deliver her? I don’t want to put her through the stress of a transfusion, if it’s not going to do anything. I got the steroid shots 2 weeks ago to help her lungs develop, as they thought she was coming then. I just don’t know what to do, and we’ve been kind of helpless so far.