Hateful rant

My “friend” -im only friends with her so her 1 and half yr old can play with my 1 and a half yr old and so I can make sure he’s actually taken care of. Anyway she may be pregnant and it’s absolutely killing me. She has 4 different maybe baby daddies and she neglects the hell out of her one yr old. Why should I miscarry when I am an amazing mother but someone like her who neglects her child get pregnant right away? It’s not fair. It makes me want to rip my hair out.

Anytime she comes over her son is just in a diaper that is completely soaked through. It can be freezing out and she’ll just leave him in a onesie with no blanket or jacket or anything. I have to be the one to change his diapers or else he’ll sit in it. He was using an expired car seat until I bought him a better one. I’ve changed a diaper and saw cat hair all over his crotch and she told me just to leave it. She’s told me about him falling down stairs 2 times in this past month alone. And he literally just learned how to walk at 1 and a half. How can someone like that be a mother again but I can’t?

(And she has been reported to cps by her sons doctors and several other people and nothing ever gets done)