Feeling defeated...

I’m 38 weeks and I feel so vulnerable and out of touch with my body. The past few MONTHS I feel I have to beg my husband for any sort of intimacy. Months of feeling unattractive. Months of feeling fat and gross. Months of feeling like something is wrong with me...

We don’t have a connection physically anymore. I’m not mad at him but it sucks. I don’t wanna beg to feel his touch. I don’t wanna have to tell him I would appreciate a compliment every once in a while. I’m lost and I just want to feel wanted. So here I am, awake, crying and upset while he’s sound asleep again.

Sorry for the long post. Just feeling emotional 😭 💔