37w 2d

To make a long story short I've been dilated to a 4 and 75% effaced for the past week. I've been to labor and delivery 3 times with contractions being 3-5 mins apart with no progress so they keep sending me home. I have constant contractions, my vagina hurts and I have no energy to do anything! Yesterday I decided to force myself off the couch and get some things around the house done that I have been putting off while my so did some things outside. By the end of the day my back hurt no matter if I was standing or sitting. I decided to order out for dinner neither of us wanted to cook and it was late 8pm. Well I get home from picking up the food and go to eat my food.... they completely messed it up! I LOST it! There I was sitting on the couch, holding my food while ugly crying into it. My so put his food down, took mine into the kitchen and doctored it up (he's awesome with food) because he felt so bad. I ate, the kids went to bed and I followed shortly after. Well this morning I got up as usual to get our 7yr old on the bus and my back hurt so bad that I could hardly get out of bed. After managing to get her on the bus I crawled on the couch and ended up falling asleep. I got woken up to my so and our 2yr old leaving and when I asked where they were going my so said he was getting our 2yr old out of the house so I could rest. I slept till noon and they still weren't home so I called to see what they were up to and he said they were waiting for me to wake up and that they would be home. My handsome little man came running through the door with these

My heart melted and I instantly started crying!

My handsome man yesterday helping his daddy decorate the yard.... I am so grateful for how understanding and awesome my so has been but I also feel bad. Hes a retired veteran attending our local university but hasn't been to class since last Thursday because he doesn't want me to be alone (we live 5mins away) Hopefully I can talk him into heading back to class soon as he is to graduate this spring and I don't want him to fall to far behind.