Ready to end it

So I have legit been have the hardest/most overwhelming past few days. I am in a competitive grad school program and failed a test, I live an hour from my parents and due to the rising river waters from the hurricane all the bridges/roads there are closing our house is expected to be fine but there are tons of national guard/rescue people in town, my parents are moving our furniture to the 2nd floor etc. obviously I am worried about my family and praying that what they predict isn’t as bad but at the same time the idea that i can’t get to my family and they can’t get to me is super stressful. On top of that my grandmother had a biopsy for lung cancer today. She’s fine just waiting on results but all of this together is just a lot. I know this isn’t end of the world but is a lot to take in. I waited all day to call my bf who I am long distance with cause of college. He wasn’t busy he was waiting for the subway and I’m there explaining how i feel about everything since no one knows any of this other stuff going on. As he’s there on his day from class and work with no stress hes just keeps going ya okay. I legit got so pissed because I am always there for him and he’s going there showing no concern and hangs up with me real quick. I just started crying because the person who should be there for me always. He then calls me when he got home and I asked him questions about what I told him... he didn’t listen to anything I said!!! I am so livid and feel like he doesn’t even care about me at all. Like out of the 4 years I needed him to be comforting and listen to me even if it was over the phone was today. I just am so mad at how he acted towards me and still thinks he is right and swears he cares about me. When he hasn’t even asked if I am okay, if my family is okay or anything? I just am so shocked if he acted towards me sorry if this is hard to read also!