Said only to me...

I am going with my husband and kids today to find out gender as a little family. I am terrified every time I am put the pregnancy on the spotlight. I am terrified there won’t be a heartbeat. Or the baby won’t be moving or something else wrong that hurts my baby. I have a Doppler and I barely believe my own Doppler.

How can I get past the shock of finally being pregnant and baby is growing? I just feel like somehow it’s not real 😞