My miscarriage

I’m still finding it so hard. I feel like I should be over it by now, I initially wasn’t what I wanted but then I had accepted it was going to happen. Week after testing I’m in agony and in hospital with them telling me I’d miscarried. I know it was early on and keep being told there’s a reason my body rejected that there might have been something wrong but it doesn’t give me any comfort. I can’t stop looking at the picture of that pregnancy test that told me I was pregnant and thinking about what could have been....