Thousands of dollars and pain down the drain

La

No uplifting stories here. Just absolute devastation. Thousands of dollars spent on Menopur shots over almost a month. Finally got the okay to trigger with Ovidrel and start timed intercourse. Two and half weeks later after using progesterone suppositories and telling my eggs how strong they are and how much I love them, my period starts. I can’t stop crying and I have no one to talk to except my husband. He’s already moved on to next months cycle but I can’t do four weeks of hormone injections. I’m bloated, in pain, none of my pants fit, and my mood swings are out of control. I just want a baby. Why does it have to be so difficult.