bf advice ❗️

So I’ve been with my bf for almost a year (10months) And recently I just haven’t been feeling the same about the relationship and I’m not sure why. He’s a kind , patient, loving guy but sometimes we aren’t always on the same page. Which I know is normal but sometimes it bothers me. He annoys me sometimes. He’s kind of slow when it comes to doing things like if something needs to be done fast he’s slow idk if that makes sense but it irks me. Kind of like clueless I’d say idk if that’s the correct term. He doesn’t act fast which is what I mean by slow . It sounds stupid and a personal issue Ik and that’s why I’m here asking for advice. I still have feelings for him but just not a STRONG STRONG feeling. Like I don’t see myself having kids or stuff like that with him which who knows

Btw he’s 21 and I’m 17 with strict parent so our relationship is discrete. Everytime I’m out with him I have to worry about if someone will see me but we’ve made it work. Of course I’ve been caught slippin about 3 times but 🤷🏽‍♀️ I feel like I missed a part of a relationship when a guy gives you flowers and little things like that , things I couldn’t experience

anyways I’m just wondering if anyone else has felt this way about their SO? Maybe I need some space to figure things out? Idk what to do I still care for him. I lost my virginity to this guy maybe that can give you guys an idea of the love and trust I have for him