Found out the gender.

I did the genetic blood test through my dr last week and he called today with the results. Everything came back great and I found out that I am having a baby boy. I've always wanted a baby girl so bad and when the doctor told me it was a boy, I cried for hours. I've had 2 previous miscarriages and I'm in shock that I am so upset. I should be happy that there is a healthy baby growing inside me but I just cant get over that I'm not having a baby girl. Trust and belive me when I say I love this baby more than anything and just because its a boy doesnt mean I love him any less. I just feel so bad for feeling this way. Did anyone else feel this way when finding out the gender?