So I had a miscarriage on Feb 4th (Super Bowl Sunday, how memorable 😖) haven't been able to get pregnant since and was dx with PCOS, clotting disorder, and antibodies that attack my thyroid and placenta 🤷‍♀️. I just turned 34 in Sept and tomorrow was suppose to be one of the best days of my life but instead it will be the saddest bc it was my due date. It's hard bc I have no one that relates to me around and no one wants to hear me feel sorry for myself so I was hoping for some advice or anything from you guys on here. What bothers me the most is my regret of having an abortion when I was 17. I may never be able to have a child and it almost feels like I am being punished for my carelessness. Thanks for reading.