Just need a little self esteem boost...

So, first pregnancy. I am 26 weeks tomorrow. (Last picture) I am so greatful for my Princess. I wanted a boy so badly, but I think God knew I needed her. I love this baby already, but I hate being pregnant. I feel so awful about the way I feel and I thank God every day for her kicking me in the ribs or keeping me up all night or making me sick all the time. I just can not wait to be skinny again. I can not wait to workout again. I can not wait to be "sexy" again. I have been restricted to walking only, because of some injuries and I am going crazy. Also, before you guys ask, it's not my husband saying these things. My husband loves the bump and is so proud and greatful to be a daddy. I feel like an awful mom and wife. Please, someone tell me I am not being awful, or selfish.