I really wanted to have the cute baby bump belly but I haven’t rounded out. I still have a “B” bump. It dips in at my belly button. I wear the high-waisted maternity pants with the band but still I just look fat. When other people tell you that they didn’t realize you were pregnant and look at you in disbelief because you don’t have the round belly, it makes you feel fatter than you are. I’m a big girl. I am 5’9” and pre-pregnancy weight of 260. I have gained 20 lbs during this pregnancy but instead of feeling like it’s “baby weight” I feel like it’s just me getting fatter. I feel very insecure about my belly all the time. With only a little over 7 weeks left before we deliver, I don’t have any cute bump pictures or many pictures of myself during this pregnancy because I have been so self conscious.

Sorry for the whiny post, just needed to vent.