Almost breakdown!

I took a trip to Sam's Club today to do some shopping. I was in an electric cart (I'm disabled and pregnant, and have pcos and just had renal failure so I'm high risk) and I went to go grab some packs of water. Totally forgot how heavy they'd be and nobody was around. So what did I do? I cried. Because I'm out of bottled water in this house and I can't drink tap because I gag so bad and throw it up. Nobody was around so nobody saw me and after i got my bearrings, I laughed and just said screw it. My brother laughed when I called him and said why didn't I tell the people at the checkout to go get me some? Oh, because I was too busy being a bumbling mess. My mom passed in June and I have been using her card since forever to get in and thought I was gonna have to leave the stuff there. But they fixed it. I ran into a kind man that my mother went to radiation with and he didn't know she passed in June so off I go again being a mess in front of everyone this time. Lol. It was comical, but sad. I still need water. :'( Walmart trip tomorrow to get some. At least I know SOMEONE will be around to help then. Everyone goes to Walmart. Lol. Sorry this is pointless, but I just had to share.