The baseball team (sorry if this is too long)
So id like to start off with i was super drunk at the baseball teams house, me and a couple of friends of mine decided to leave and go back to the dorms there were two cars that said they were going back to the dorms so i hopped into one with guys i didnt know and we made a pit stop to a 7/11 they decided they werent gunna go back to the dorm that i needed to go to, but instead a dorm that i was in the opposite direction of the dorm i needed to go to (this is a branch campus that owns two dorms about an 10 min drive away from each other) ... so i said to the driver just drop me back off at the baseball house... i get there and there are only 3 other girls there ... i felt comfortable with these girls so i
stayed ... about an hour and half later i go to the bathroom and when i come out 2 of the girls are gone (i ask them a couple days later and they said they thought i went upstairs to fuck) (the third girl is upstairs with one of the guys shes been talking to)
Not going to lie i was flirting with one guy all night even though litterally all but maybe one or two guys were still trying to hook up with me, but i didn’t feel threatened. Later that night me and the guy did have consensual sex i was drunk the entire time but still it was very consensual and i dont regret it. He leave like 30 minutes after.
So its time to go to bed and im still way too drunk to drive home and my car is 5 minutes away at the dorm i was supposed to go back to earlier that night.
I go upstairs to one of the rooms and two guys were sleeping on the floor and one in his own bed, there was an empty bed that they offered me to sleep in which i did... i wake up some time later to one of the guys standing over me i didnt have much feeling but i knew what he was doing to me, i realized he must have taken my jeans and underwear off, he was thrusting himself inside of me, when i realized i told him to stop, i pleading with him to stop, i told him he was hurting me, and i asked him to please get off of me, i remember thinking about pushing him off of me but then i started to cry because because i was drunk my arms had become to heavy for me to even lift off the bed, the other guy woke up in that moment and i heard him say “dude what are you doing get off of her”.
He waited for everyone to be asleep for him to do this to me. He ignored the guy because from what i can remember he didn’t stop when the guy woke up, i blacked out right after the guy told him to get off of me so i dont remember what happened after.
Yes i do know his face because the door was cracked and the bright light from the hallway was directly on his face...
The next day my friend was having a birthday party and i saw him there one of the baseball guys said hey he wants to say sorry and the guy said “what do you mean?” Right in front of my face luckily the guy wasnt taking any of his bullshit and he was like dude come one you know, i walked away immediately, he knows what he did and he isnt sorry that he did it
I am not pressing charges, idc how many guys knew about it the day after,m. Im simply looking to get it off my chest because i think about it often.