A long wait to see Midwife 😖

Sarah-Louise • I live in Oxfordshire with my husband Rich, son Bertie and Molly the cat.
I went to see my Dr today and the earliest the midwife can see me is a months time ( I'm 6weeks 2days) and my first scan will be later than that too. 
Considering I had a MMC in April at 8 weeks I've started to become incredibly anxious and worried that it'll happen again and I'll have to wait ages to find out. Last time I was walking around non the wiser that the heartbeat had stopped 4 weeks before. 
So worried this will happen again 😥Â