Feeling really low

Hey guys,

I feel so useless and rubbish at the moment, I can’t pump I haven’t had the time as my girl is in NICU for severe jaundice and I’m finding it hard to get my supply going 😞 I know its probably the best thing for her but I just can’t get any. Plus she’s now been there 48 hours and I feel no closer to getting her back to us it feels like I worked my arse off and I’m renting my child I’ve barely had a cuddle 😭 just want my girl back