We found out we were pregnant again shortly after our first born turned 3 months old.

She stopped nursing at 8 weeks and decided to take a serious nipple strike. Took a long time for me to get over it but whatever. I learned a lot....and at least our daughter got all my colostrum and milk for the first bit.

Anyway, now that we are pregnant and my body is producing more mill again, our daughter wants to nurse again. I keep looking to see if it's safe to start again after so long not nursing but haven't found any women who have done so before.

So we still have our daughter using formula but she keeps trying to nurse with me and I have to say no and offer her the bottle instead.

It breaks my heart so much that she denied it so suddenly and for so long and suddenly wants it again.