One year later and pregnant with my rainbow

I have some real fears about today. I’m 36+3 with my little girl and today is the one year anniversary of the worse day of my life the day I lost my son. I know he’s my little angel but I’m just so worried about my rainbow because I know if something is going to happen to her it will be today. Also I’ve been in early labor for a week and could very possibly have her today and I just don’t want to. Not today I need support today because I’m so stressed