I want to have a baby so bad..

I am 15 years old and i have the desire to have a baby. Trust me, I KNOW how hard it would be to raise a child. Financially i’m not ready. I know that. I don’t even have a bf. I just want a baby so bad and have been planning out what i would do if i was pregnant. I really don’t know why i feel like this but i can’t stop. I just want to be loved and always have the company of a little human that came from ME. I definitely know i wouldn’t be able to care for a baby but how do i get rid of this feeling??

UPDATE: I babysit all the time and I really enjoy it. But it pretty much just makes me want a baby more. I’ve always been a very caring motherly person.