My boyfriend is such an asshole. Ever since I found out that I am pregnant (July 1st) he's been telling me that I HAVE to get an abortion. We fight. He apologizes and takes it back and then tries again within a week! It's been about 3 weeks since he's mentioned it. Today he told me we need to break up and I have to get an abortion. I told him to "suck a fat fucking dick" and started packing my stuff. He left cause he didn't get his way. Obviously I start to cry. Then he came back and I tried to not cry because he literally calls me a cry baby every time I do, but I couldn't stop once he left. I thought I was in the clear. He came back home and apologized a hundred times. He told me to stop packing. He apologized. He kissed my stomach, he's never done that before. I threw up from the mucus from crying, he actually rubbed my back while I puked. for the first time and I get sick every day and he thinks it's me exaggerating. I am so scared and overwhelmed. I'm done. I am leaving him the first chance I get. I won't have my kid around this shit. I grew up around it and refuse to make my child be in a home where his mom and dad fight constantly. He makes me cry all the time. He's mean and degrading. He has never hit me. He has never called me names. But he acts annoyed constantly. Like he hates me and doesn't care about me. And then tries to buy me things to make up for being so mean and gets pissy when I don't accept it. I just wish that we could be the happy family I thought we could be. But here's to single momming it.