Coping

Back in March I had my first ever miscarriage. I was 7 weeks pregnant. Sadly I found out two days before I miscarriage. In that time before I knew I was pregnant, I felt it, and loved everyday of it thinking back. Idk crazy. Now it’s October and I feel stuck. I’m more then afraid to be pregnant again but I want to. I know everyone copes differently but how do I get passed this? I don’t wanna be afraid anymore! But I don’t wanna forget my baby and what we had in that short amount of time.... PLEASE HELP.