Idk what to title this it's just sad

Farah

So I told my crush that I liked her (I couldn't do it in person because we r very awkward) (she found out) so that night I texted her about it and she said no anddddd now it's just a funny memory we talk about sometimes BUT I REALLY LIKE HER STILL!! WHAT DO I DO?? I'm the gayest gay to ever gay the gay world of gay gay.

Help.