Scared

Ive been in an abusive relationship for 3 and half yrs. And by abusive i mean with his words. Ive left him several times but for some reason find myself coming back to him. Some days are great and others hers just an ass. Hes like a ticking bomb. I litterally walk on eggshella because you never know what could set him off. Any ways we are in a situation where we are about to get evicted all because of him. He doesnt know how to save money for the life of him. I lost the best job i ever had because its so hard to grt up in the morning and watch our kids. Our daughter 1. My son 3. His daughter 9. My children and i have a place to go my parents said i can stay in there appartment. Him on the other hand has no where. Im scared hes going to end up like my sons father( he passed away when i was 5 months pregnant from a drug overdose). He has a history with drugs everytime we break up he goes right back. I cant handle not having another one of my kids without there parent. Everyone is telling me to leave even his own motherand brother. Im scared hes either going to kill himself or overdose.