Pregnant and Miserable 🙁

Just looking for some support from mommas out there that may feel the same.

My husband and I were trying to start a family for a year. When we finally got pregnant we were ecstatic.

Now I’m 9 weeks and hating every minute of it. I’m struggling with getting out of bed every day and even skip daily showers like I used to. I feel like my entire stomach is fighting with me all day every day and I just want to cry all the time.

I will add that I feel so awful at work and seem to hate my job more than ever. I like to blame my husband for this as he currently isn’t working and what I wouldn’t give to just sit at home and wallow in my self pity 🙁.

I’m going to go back on my Zoloft and see if it helps as I sadly enough have feelings about being better off not being here sometimes. My house is a mess as I can’t do anything with how bad I feel.

I am thankful that we were able to produce our own little bean but I never expected it to be this hard ☹️☹️☹️I’m really hoping I can cope through 7 more months. Anyone have any tips to get through this?