I have a lot on my mind

So I’m moving out of state in 1 week, and I was thinking about what I’ll be missing when I leave and I realized I’d only be missing my family and that’s it. I have no friends, and all I’ve had were just bad friendships, and I wonder sometimes if I’m just a bad person or there’s something wrong with me to where I just can’t keep a friend. I’ve been hurt a lot and fucked over so much, and when the friendships end, the blame gets put on me, and it makes me wonder if I’m a bad person. And I wonder how or if I’ll make friends when I move.