Idk Im crazy

I am insecure jealous girl.

I don’t like my man talking anyone nor looking at anyone and I’m not controlling because he doesn’t let me I know it’s wrong I hate feeling like this.

Idk what to do with out him I feel incomplete and with him I have anxiety half of the time.

He says he loves me and that ihave to think positive but it’s so hard.. so hard

We get along in person but when he leaves I get anxiety our relationship is normal the problem would be me.

But reading since comments I really don’t have hobby’s or anything that I like I think that’s what the problem is I’m so concerned on him if he is fine eating but I put myself last..