So confused

The person I've been "dating " for the past two years has made it clear if I get pregnant there are no discussions I'm simply going to listen or he verbally harrassed until I agree to an abortion. He said he wanted kids which I also did however when I missed my period due to stress he made it clear I was not having a baby by him. Now I am pregnant and scared. I have not been contacting him hoping he'll fade off and I can safely go about this pregnancy with fear of what he may be capable of. Just needed to vent. The emotional abuse has made my anxiety horrible and being with someone that makes u fearful isnt what I want just to say I have someone.