So disappointed...

Today I've lost my 3rd baby in the last 10 months...I am so sad ...disappointed..mad...with no hope last for me .....why is this happening to me ? Why God put me through this again ? Wasn't enough the 1 ...then 2 ...why? Is so difficult...the most difficult moment I past through my entire life ...I've lost loved ones ...been through rape....loneliness...but this is so much more painful....I was so happy and had so good feeling about this last pregnancy...everyone said that the chances are very low ...all sites ...I was reading...and searching....

This is not fair ..